LoveThatPom
07-27-2006, 01:23 PM
I am absolutely beside myself with grief, and I am devastated at having to tell you that I lost my beloved Gino, or "Boo Bear" as I liked to call him. He started showing signs of respiratory distress this morning, so my sister and I rushed him to the vet, expecting the worst.
Unfortunately due to his age and his medical problems (the Cushing's disease and diabetes) there was really nothing that could be done. His left lung was showing signs of fliud retention, which is a sign of congestive heart failue. My mom met us at the vet's and we all cuddled and petted and kissed him, but it soon became apparent that putting him to rest would be the best decision.
It was absolutely the most painful thing I have ever had to do, and what makes it worse is knowing that some day soon I was have to accept it, as of right now I am still dancing with denial. The car ride home without him was extremely painful, and sitting here without him near me is awful.
He was my baby, the light of my life... We have arranged to have his ashes returned to us and we will keep him in an urn. He was our baby, he wouldn't want to leave us. As I write this it is still hard for me to accept that he is gone. I thank you all for your support during this extremely painful time.
Unfortunately due to his age and his medical problems (the Cushing's disease and diabetes) there was really nothing that could be done. His left lung was showing signs of fliud retention, which is a sign of congestive heart failue. My mom met us at the vet's and we all cuddled and petted and kissed him, but it soon became apparent that putting him to rest would be the best decision.
It was absolutely the most painful thing I have ever had to do, and what makes it worse is knowing that some day soon I was have to accept it, as of right now I am still dancing with denial. The car ride home without him was extremely painful, and sitting here without him near me is awful.
He was my baby, the light of my life... We have arranged to have his ashes returned to us and we will keep him in an urn. He was our baby, he wouldn't want to leave us. As I write this it is still hard for me to accept that he is gone. I thank you all for your support during this extremely painful time.