bright eyes
03-02-2008, 01:31 AM
my best friend of 37 died on valentines day. she as suffered from severe allergies all er life and dealt with them. from the 11th feb till 13th she ad very bad sickness but the doctor wud not cum out in the end he wrote a prescription 4 sum sickness tablets which she took and wen she went to sleep she never woke up again. i cannot cum to terms with this i am heartbroken, i go from terrible sadness to very angry. my friend was funloving, mischivous and always there for me and most of all she was a fantastic mother to her 2yr old baby boy. i feel like my heart as been ripped out but my head wont accept it. it was er funeral on friday and there i am standing there finking this aint real. i cant make any sense of this no matter how i try to. my life is never going to be the same without er i need her here so do her family and baby but it aint gonna happen. i dont know how to cope with this. although it looks like it was the tablet that as done it it will be up to 6mths to find out 4 definate. she was an amazing friend and more important a fantastic mum and i will miss her forever. i just cant deal with it at all